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Sunday, June 24, 2007

weeehh.tomorow school is starting!hooray!i cannot wait.to meet every single one of my friends.and of course my beloved lion(:hahas.yay!! rejoice(: staying at home only means living in hell.or more like rotting in hell for me.dying of boredom.and i did'nt post yesterday.i was too lazy :DDD but nothing much happened yesterday(: except that i dreamt of something.which was kinda funny.i dreamt of ****** meeting my parents! omg.and my dad had a chat with him.and that they were looking at his education and blahs.it was freaky btw.jeez.haha.today i had a major big problem on waking up to go to church.i did'nt go for AV.i was free from duty(: hehe.but actualy.i went down to attend mass with my mum and brother. since i sorta pissed her off in the morning,i wanted to say sorry to her through attending mass. as that was what she always wanted.one family attending mass without any trouble.and that i had indeed gave her alot and plaenty of trouble.being a mum really is tough.so i want to encourage all u guys out there who despise and hate their mums because of their naggings and the repeated sayings of asking you to study and to work hard.giving you that disgusted face of how they feel when u did'nt study.i've been through all that and worst!u cannot imagine.but i want to encourage u guys that they are only doing it for your own good.and i hope that you guys can change for the better.without giving your mums so much trouble.do you know that u are so shortening their lives?? but i'm not in a possition to force u to change.but puh-lease think about it.they really are having a hard time with children like us nowadays.especially since because of the greed and envy that young people have.the incident on the stealing of phones to be rich.this are all so not neccesary. all u need to do is to study hard and then u can get what u want.even though its hard and to those who likes the easier one without any obtacles,they will find it the hard way.and its like climbing the mountain instead of the stairs which is much easier.nut u guys will feel much better that you had at least fufilled and spent your life wisely without any regrets.it feels very good.and i had a live example to show that too.those who slack during their most important stages of life,and realise on the end,they have to study all over again.and the worst is seeing their friends in big banglo houses, in a porshe and bmw.it hurts them and make them think back why they had not studies hard last time.they will be regretting all the way.their entire life through.its like why not put in that extra hard work for only 6 yrs if u are in secondary schools and u get to live your life blissfully,having whatever u want to have for the rest of your life.compare 6 yrs to 50 yrs.it is like 8 times more than what u are able to enjoy right now.so i'm taking the opportunity to tell this to all of you people who find studying a chore and nagging mothers are such a bore.i also dislike studying but i always ask myself this question.what is more painful if i did not study?and my answer is not getinng what i want and not being able to enjoy my life next time.my dad posted that quetion for me btw.all thx to him(:
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hmmm.what happened today,went to church and since all of the altar boys are like so gd looking.and the thing is that if u sit at the end of the bench.if the guy that u like is arranged to stand there.u'll be able to hold his hand.its like part of some togetherness thingy.where everyone in the parish is to hold each others hand and that they sing this pray aloud.its quite touching actually(: hahas.so anyway,i sat at the edge.and its not that i like that guy or whatever.if i do,i'll kill; myself.but the thing is that there was this guy who i saw at mc donalds at the admiralty mrt when i was with justin.but it was my mum who held his hand.girls will kill to hold his hand(: hahas.but absolutely not me=Pand i may have held jefferes if my brother did'nt change places with me.whew.lucky me(:he is in my cathetism class.but since we guys from the entire cathe. classes are so friendly and loving.that we dun mind just huging any guy or girl from our class.it does not even mean that we like that guy or girl.its like all crap and bullshit.its so not true(:ans so,i don't really mind(:we are one family. haha.but anyway.its like who cares whether we people get to hold or not.its just what normal friends do(: we can do anything we like during church! one parish(:but anyway.its so fun to be a catholic.despite all those stuffs which we have to do.like occasions or some special occassion(: hahas(:but anyway,bye people(:its 1 more day before school starts.and i don't know what to bring.hahas.

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