i feel like deleting this blog /: am gonna be really busy for the entire year. loads of homework are flooding in. with tuition and all, it's gonna be hell jam packed for me. i haven't touched the notebook since like 7 jan ? (i think ?), other than for the book review. still considering.well, went for flag day today, partnered with clifton, and, i didn't know it was that natural to hang out with him. we waited at bus stops just for hoards of people to come every now and then. EVERYONE donated money ! the rest of the time was spent chatting. personally, the 4 of them are extremely close to me and the feeling towards this friendship seems different this time, as compared to others. they're really nice ppl.
headed down to penang during the holidays and i realized smth that absolutely shocked me. anw, the weather is really torrid down there. it feels as though u're just standing next to an on flowing lava. the sun totally drained all of my energy away, that i spent most of my time sleeping just to gain back my strength. received 'agatha christine' books from my uncle. it has that 'old book' type of smell; musty. but it'll improve my english tremendously. the days there were really short.
he has been an inspiration to me. most of the things that i do, the reason is mostly him. really, without him, everything doesn't seem to be going the right way. i've learnt that kindness from a person can really touch another's heart. and also, i have to go through the hard way before i actually know the value of it, how important it is to me, how much i need to treasure it. and i've clearly understood that. he doesn't mention certain things, and i always remind myself the same thing; 'damn, i need to be better.' haha, i love you baby (:
