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Sunday, July 29, 2007

started the day quite well~lalas.i think.all that i know now is that courage is in the absense of fear and i will not live my life in fear~being hurt only means thriving to make yourself better and to improve yourself~to become stronger~but anyways.i wish him all the best :DDD with smiles of course. just had tution.and feeling quite happy or more like high???hahahhaa.lets see.last night i attended this dummy talk on protestents and catholics.it was a hell lot of history and its pretty annoying too especially since father likes to pick on other ppl.saw victor there too(: and there was this guy called marius.oh man.i always see him when i go to school.and i love his frindge.sooo super hot.i mean sometimes.blah blahs.i can go back looking at guys?? aiming too!!!hoho's.especially the hot one's in my church.oh man.they seriously are gorgeous.affects the heart and spirit and the soul. yeah!!! rocking punkster sagitariousliciously me(: anyways.i don't know what's the freaking problem with me(: just had tuition and its quite hard to concentrate especially since my thoughts are concentraing on only one thing.sighs.smth bout graphs.hate that chp.i suck at it basically. smth bout errr..
y=mx+c
so freaking hating that chp.but i currently love my life right now~friendship should be the core of it. able to hang out with isabel~siying~claire~cheesheng(: hoho's.but i'm also anyway having friendship problems too.oh well's.i hope it'll resolve soon.i just want them to know one thing~i love u guys and will not give anything up in the world for u guys(:

~courage is in the absense of fear~

Saturday, July 28, 2007

oh man.i have got some dumby thingy in church.i think its a talk by my priest.father terence:DDD anyways.its from 2-7pm.late eh?its like a workshop or some sort to show u the difference in protestants and catholics.then listening to some music on 95fm now!!just finished my school hw too(: wonder what will be happening later on.haha.should i just skip the talk?and stay at home watching THE NANNY!!ahhhh..i love that show.on hallmark channel(: talking bout sex~babies~mothers~parents~pregnancy~and some other disgusting stuffs.but overall its hilarious.and i'm so not pervetic okay =P tonight probally just stuck at home and again without the freking phone of mine.oh man's.but at least i got company~MY BROTHER & !hooray(:maybe gonna talk for a long long time with him tonight.some secrets we're sooo gonna share.the last time we did that was like a few mths ago??soo,its time to catch up(:i'm so freaking bored at home now.nth much to do except day dreaming?afternoon dreaming??evening dreaming??night dreaming?? nahhh..i so ain't gonna do those.or more like never did(:i wish everybody the best of the day(: and bye bye world and people(:

lyrics!
gym class heroes~ clothes off & !

See here's the thingWe have to take our clothes off
We have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh noExcuse me miss
I couldn't help but to notice how alone you are
I dig the attitude and how you'reacting like you own the bar
Got me flashing keys and I don't even own a car
Like you ain't feeling my charm,because I know you are
I'm trying to see how your lips feel
Oh I'm sorry, my name is Travee andI'm pretty much a big deal
Oh, you've never heard of me
That sounds absurd to me
The way you stole my attention was flat out burglary
What do you say let's exit stageleft so me and you can
Possibly reconvene and play some naked peekaboo
Cause after all the blouse you'rewearing is kinda see through
And it's obvious I'm headingwherever you're leading me too
Such an angel with a devilish angle
And quite the certified sweet talker
And you're buying every line of it girl
And I don't really blame you
If I was in your shoes I'd probably do the same too
We have to take our clothes off
We have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no
Now here's another bar, I'm
coming for the slow gunners
Put your helmets on and take a seat on the short bus
Next stop, right around thecorner from your momma live
No turning back so you better buckle up
Shit, don't be concerned with mineI feel like a Speak and Spell way I
got you learning my lines
Fine, pull the string, replay that shitI change my name to "did he reallyjust say that shit?"
YepI'll take a mile if you let me
Six-five, two hundred plus and so sexy
My legs going up for keeping my phone on vibrate
To hide the fact your girlfriend keeps textin' me
And I've been trying to never mind it man
But every time I get a new number, she finds it damn
And you thought you had it sewn up
Until right around amazing o'clock when I showed up
We have to take our clothes off
We have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no
Got chicks, all hot chicks
And you rock chicks, datin' hip hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks
Got chicks, all hot chicks
And you rock chicks, datin' hip hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks
Good grief girl, you're giving me goosebumps
Standing there in your underwear and new pumps
It's like the more time we waste and
less time I get to taste you
Honestly I could easily replace you
It's not a scam girl
That's how I am girl
Peter Pan, I'm a sucka for smucka's jam girl
It's clear I'm only here for good clean fun
Shut up and kiss me like the
antidotes under my tongue
Whoa
We have to take our clothes off
And we have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no
We have to take our clothes off
And we have to party all night
And we have to take our clothes off
To have a good time
Oh no
Got chicks, all hot chicks
And you rock chicks, datin' hip hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks
Got chicks, all hot chicks
And you rock chicks, datin' hip hop chicks
Slim chicks, round chicks
Black, white, yellow, and brown chicks

~upsideDOWN~

Friday, July 27, 2007

i have'nt been blogging for a long time.finding it boring.anyways.it was ashton's birthday today and some of the girls paid money to buy hima cake.HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHTON!!haha.talking bout birthdays.my brother's one is coming up too!!hoho's.what to buy for him??anyone wanna split money with me to buy him a present??hehe.=P lately,been quite busy cause there has been tests coming up.and i'm so freaking irritated by my geog.guess what happen.we had some chinese letter writing.because some of us wrote the gong si thingy.we had to re write it today.raarww.. frustrating.omg's.u cannot believe it.how frustating it is to actually do it twice.oh well's.but i got soem good thingies too.at least my friend patched up with his gf(: hoho's.i'm such a gd supporter. should be a bench warmer in softball.hahaha.anyways,i have'nt been talking to him that much lately. missing him lately too.but it'll work out(: hoho's.anyways,its kinda miserable without my phone. but i'm soooo gonna have to get use to it.trapped in the house too!and since there is'nt anymore training,its even more boring.i've got to go home.rararrws..i would rather train the sec 1's than to just go home to do nth there except to study.but if only i can just spend some time.sighs.lately nth much happened.except the fact that its hw and waiting and somemore waiting.and that claire and cheesheng went to watch THE SIMPSONS!!!i'm grounded.they asked me to go but i can't. i sooo wanna go with them.sobs.my life is starting to get miserable lately.everything seems so black and dull.i hope the next week is gonna be better(:have hope(:liiiooonnnn:DDDDDhoho's.got ahem's picture too.u know who isabel!!haha.

~upsideDOWN~

Thursday, July 19, 2007

freakish is the word which i describe the recent times when we were together(:hmmm.guess what?i'm sick.hooray!!!this is so fun ya know.of course excluding the part where i lost my voice.raarrws. so irritating.find it so damn hard to just talk a few lines.and since i'm so used to laughing.its hard to not laugh.i'm almost close to dying if i don't laugh for the entire day.besides,its racial harmony day today.i misssss all my friends today~ ALOT!not talking to them~not enjoying the happy and retarded times with them~but tomorow,i don't care!i'm gonna get out of bed and march to school like some cadet??oh well.i don't think i will do that~as i don't even know a thing on how to march like some robotic freak witht he chest all puffed up~hehe.that's sooo not an insult(: i missed the match today!raarrws.it was against nanyang.and i've yet to find out who won.oh yeahs.on tuesday, the girls had a match with geylang methodist and we won 30~3 (: with smiles.coach said that if we won against nanyang,he would chop his head off for us to kick.and if we lost,at least lose nicer. errgghh.that is sooo bitch.lose nicer???okay..whatever.but i had a few annoyed days lately. more like pissed.my entire got wet and i had to wear the damn thing like a slipper.and my leg hurts damn badly.oh well's got hit by claire with the ball.and it only started to hurt on the way home.dumb ass. and the assuring hug??none~haha~
oh well.need to agree with ahem~why do girls always have to be the ones to take the first move??hmmm.haha.or should i say inniative.anyways.its hard~

~upsideDOWN~

Friday, July 13, 2007

sighs,not being able to post for bout a week or so??hmmms.i can't really summarise the entire thing.but lets start with today(:

today:DDD

lets see.hmmms.today i'm super high.we reached school about 3pm or so?we were watching mtv in yanwen's house.haha.and even da bao mee pok to eat at her house(:hoho's.anyways,i'm super happy.i communicated with the c girls alot today(:and kah min and i were doing hokey pokey? haha.hilarious(:and wanted everybody to look at us.hehes.the audiences=P raarrww..how can that mr justin goh just scold claire because she read a story book in class right?poor claire(:we will never allow him to break up all our relationships as friends.never!!how can that guy?he is so damn idiotic man.saying that she mix with the wrong company.i hate u mr goh!!raarrwws.that meanie dum dum.anyways.just found out today that the simpsons is nc16!how can it be.was so looking forward to it.and they now say there's nudity inside the show.why is everything all nc16??errgghh..so fucked up!oh well.but today someone finally called by name.i'm so happy(: so happy inside.and most of the happy things happened during softball.hanging in big groups when u're not down is the best.but when we are troubled.one person is enough.i hope everyday can be like that(: sighs,when he does go for that china trip of his.i'll be missing him damn hell badly.i hope god can help me lessen the sadness and loneliness and pain without him.if claire and yanwen were to go, i'll be really crazy.i totally won't know how to cope(:hehe.and anyway,we did some racial harmony interview today.and dahao scolded us because we did'nt stay back during recess time.and gavier was damn adorable in the interview.haha.and so we had to stay back after school.claire and chee sheng waited in my class.yay!!:DDD my hair was err..kinda messy.i know i'm a really obsessed with looks and appearance person x: but oh well.its okay.haha.during literature period.we had to do the literature play.errghh. keep repeating the same thing again and again.just because i keep laughing and smiling.and i'm suppose to look disgusted as paris is such a pervert.but i just can't stop laughing and smiling.but in the end i did it correctly.and i think i need to repeat the same movement of touching dahao's hand 10 times or more.raarrws.acting is really tough.but its an art which i love :DDD and the props ppl were so funny.they were hanging this tree branches thingy with coiled wire and some paper or smth. haha.and the costume ppl were sewing some costume for the nurse!!haha.KELLY!!THE CLOTH IS BLACK WITH PURPLE FLOWERS.SHE LOOKS LIKE AN OLD HAGGY WOMAN WITH THAT ON HER X: haha.and so me and isabel were like crapping all the way during chinese lesson.and the thing is that almost every lesson.i always sit the seat behind me and guess who's next to me? its isabel~guardian angel(: but i don't there change places during mrs liu's lesson.she scolds and will let the entire class stay back x: yuckish. me and isabel were crapping all the way.telling each other almost bout everything.haha(: love that time.love it when we always do that :DDD.right isabel?the chinese teacher is bassically talking to the white board and the visualiser.hahaha.no one seems to be listening to her.only a teacher as dumb as her won't know this things X:and the other day we were suppose to go to the c boys match.the sad thing is that only me and claire and yan wen were there.raarrws.sadness.but anyway,the bus left without us =.=.it left at 1pm and we got down at 1.30pm.stupidity right?anyway,so we three discussed in the toilet what to do.and we were like practically down there trying to figure out smth to do than to just go die of boredom in school.so we went to *ahem* in the end.we three sat at the corner to eat lunch X: oh lunch ! so funny i tell you XD laugh like hell and the table behind us and beside,were dao-ing us?hahaha(: we were like openly discussing ,orange juice + nose hair.and it was somebody's nose hair in my drink la!! raarrwss.then we were like saying every single type of hair available.haha.hilarious man.ate like pigs then photo-taking in the toilet.she still has'nt send me the photo's yet.went to kinokuniya ? needed two guys to help us take the top shelf books.and there was like sex books and blah blahs. some penguins and cows thingy books.hahahaha.and i seriously need to GROW TALLER.should drink the G-R-O-W~the milk.haha.we were like sooo afraid that the entire bookshelf would fall on us.we asked this whitish guy in the end.he was super cool dude X:we tried stretching but still could'nt reach.haha.the thing is that the harry potter plan is being sabotaged by some dumb ass "field trip" to the sg poly.raarrwws.

the rest of the days:DDD

the rest of the days are normal.except that its ummm.kinda hard to find adult clothes to ctually fit me.especially since if we want to watch a nc 16 movie.its ummm..hard?because i've never done it before.what if we get caught??hmmm..never thought bout it though.hoho's.and ummm..probally nth much happened.but recently been feeling really sad and fucked up because of smth which happened.but i'm like kinda okay now except that i'm in the process of recovering??so miserable at that point of time.actually felt like crying it all out.but oh well's,its sorta over i think.so no use being sad or unhappy.does life time opportunies come one time only??if for a first kiss thing.yeah.its once.and its super hard for me to explain to someone who has not done it before.which i'm very blur about also.so,i've been trying to ask around.and they all think the same as me.~its natural,when the time comes u'll know" i don't think that he'll be satisfied with that answer though. but oh well's.i'm so damn bad to say this.haha.and we went to some poly.guess what?its SINGAPORE POLY:DDD~hehe.went there to do some treasure hunt.suckish man.then i was like sweating all over.one of siying's friend was there.her name is wang lan i think.and siying brought a friend along(: she's a damn hell nice girl and knows almost the entire campus(:hoho's.so we were running round the entire poly just to find some dumb ass answers for the questions.i was like really SWEATING X: U CANNOT BELIEVE IT!much more tiring than softball training x: kinda stupid actually.but oh well.we did'nt win in the end.and when we were looking for the family horse at that point of time,we went into this air-conditioned room and we can't find any horse.ands so she wang lan's friend went to ask the teachers down there.guess what he told us?THE HORSE IS JUST RIGHT INFRONT OF US!besides it does'nt even look like one.it looks more likes some building blocks just pasted together.and we were all like laughing like crazy.haha.so far only one guy who looks gd.some guy with white specks(: he seriously looks like shawn.haha.but i totally forgot bout him by now.so who cares,i don't really care that much though.and i'm a very loyal person x:and the 2nd round for the softball matches for guys are against monfort,raffles institution and peicai.for girls its nanyang,methodist girls and geylang methodist.we got to win man!!go softballers(:we can do it :DDD i guess that's all(:the next post will be like next week.haha.bye people:DDD

i want to be the only one in your very enclosed heart which u won't let anyone enter(:can there be not so many ppl revolving around?can i be the only one whom u confide everything into~EVERYTHING?can u just tell me everything which happens?and not keep some things away from me?i'm not sure if can do that just for me~ please lion.puh lease.i hope u can(:i love ya so freaking much :DDD please do it for me lovessss..

~the only one for me is u~

~upsideDOWN~

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

tomorow there's a match against rgs.marcus says its an easy game,so i guess it should be easy?? must listen to senior(: haha.anyways.we've got to win.we have to!!!!!!today the c boys won against bedok green.and i went with 2a1 to the battle box.so much fun.especially with claire,chee sheng and yanwen(:so awesome.and when we returned to school,we had to go move the pitching machine.hahas.so tiring.anyway,we've got to win.all the best girls(:and the battle box there was this well.oh god.its damn freaky.reflections to scare me=P only one person knows what i'm talking about.hehe.especially with a pair of eyes which keep staring at me without fail.oh well.nth much happened.

~upsideDOWN~

Sunday, July 1, 2007

hey there guys(: yesterday,got some pretty fucked up things which happened to me.. raarww.however some goodie things happened yesterday too :DDD i'm able to be myself infront of someone(: and the thing is that the feeling is so great(: i'm able to treat someone whom i love the way i approach and joke and be retarded with like my friends.the feeling is just so heavenly.but i'm not so fully evolved yet.i've to try to be my real real true self.the retarded and fun me without being embarrassed or shy of being who i want to be and being afraid and terrified that he won't want me~the fun and retarded me~why is it that this is always the main problem?i've got to trust him~which i do!!!people like what they like about that person and not their appearances.we cannot judge a book by its cover.whoever who does that is called a fraud.and i know that he is'nt(: this is the real me(: hahahahaha.hmmm..sounds kinda great to actually type it out.oh well.so anyway,there was this bbq in my church.and my mum did'nt allow mw to go.and the thing is that my mum sort of raised her voice infront of victor saying that i can't go.its like what??why must she embarass me like that??that really spoiled my entire day.and thank god it was in the evening.so,we went to amk hub to eat.i think it was called food fare.hmm.i'm not sure.hahaha.and we fought there again.why does it always have to turn out this way?so,we went to this spectacle shop where i have to buy my contacts.this time it was acuvue moist(: hehe.and the thing is that,she bought 6 boxes.i mean for both eyes(: which means it has to last till december.oh well.and my dad bought this cd called bon jovi which is so damn cool.i love the first track.it was their newest album.i think its called highway or smth like that.oh whatever(: hahaha.at the specky shop my dad saw this shades which cost $500 plus.omg.can u believe it?but its an expensice brand.i love the colour.the sides are red and the colour of the lense is orange,its sooo hot baby(: so we went home to watch this show called music and lyrics by hugh grand~whatever his name is~ and drew barrymore till bout 1am plus?? hahas.and guess what.suddenly my phone went errr..crazy??i can't even msg out.frustasting right? the thing is that i've to bring the phone back to the fucking damn freaking phone shop in causeway just to get the fucking damn phone to get fixed and maybe persuade my dad to buy the samsung x520.oh man.the phone is so gorgeous.i've got to go for tuition now(: cya people.bye world and universe(:if there is even life other than in earth.hahaha.

~upsideDOWN~