hey there guys(: yesterday,got some pretty fucked up things which happened to me.. raarww.however some goodie things happened yesterday too :DDD i'm able to be myself infront of someone(: and the thing is that the feeling is so great(: i'm able to treat someone whom i love the way i approach and joke and be retarded with like my friends.the feeling is just so heavenly.but i'm not so fully evolved yet.i've to try to be my real real true self.the retarded and fun me without being embarrassed or shy of being who i want to be and being afraid and terrified that he won't want me~the fun and retarded me~why is it that this is always the main problem?i've got to trust him~which i do!!!people like what they like about that person and not their appearances.we cannot judge a book by its cover.whoever who does that is called a fraud.and i know that he is'nt(: this is the real me(: hahahahaha.hmmm..sounds kinda great to actually type it out.oh well.so anyway,there was this bbq in my church.and my mum did'nt allow mw to go.and the thing is that my mum sort of raised her voice infront of victor saying that i can't go.its like what??why must she embarass me like that??that really spoiled my entire day.and thank god it was in the evening.so,we went to amk hub to eat.i think it was called food fare.hmm.i'm not sure.hahaha.and we fought there again.why does it always have to turn out this way?so,we went to this spectacle shop where i have to buy my contacts.this time it was acuvue moist(: hehe.and the thing is that,she bought 6 boxes.i mean for both eyes(: which means it has to last till december.oh well.and my dad bought this cd called bon jovi which is so damn cool.i love the first track.it was their newest album.i think its called highway or smth like that.oh whatever(: hahaha.at the specky shop my dad saw this shades which cost $500 plus.omg.can u believe it?but its an expensice brand.i love the colour.the sides are red and the colour of the lense is orange,its sooo hot baby(: so we went home to watch this show called music and lyrics by hugh grand~whatever his name is~ and drew barrymore till bout 1am plus?? hahas.and guess what.suddenly my phone went errr..crazy??i can't even msg out.frustasting right? the thing is that i've to bring the phone back to the fucking damn freaking phone shop in causeway just to get the fucking damn phone to get fixed and maybe persuade my dad to buy the samsung x520.oh man.the phone is so gorgeous.i've got to go for tuition now(: cya people.bye world and universe(:if there is even life other than in earth.hahaha.
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THE NAME
CLARICE;
i love romantic novels,
but i hate the part where tissues are on stand-by.
sight of pretty chandeliers allures me.
so does multi coloured objects
i hate the smell of newspapers,
but love the smell of basements
i'm learning photography,
in hope to get hired as a free lancer one day
in closure,
one day, i would want a passerby to say,
"man, u've got a 'turning heads', hot hot boyfriend !"
