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Saturday, August 25, 2007

yawn..its being like kinda tiring for me this entire week.heys.check out my new skin.cool eh??oh well's.u guys can comment.the new song in place is "wall to wall" by chris brown.when u watch the music video on that,u'll be like holy shit.that vamp girl is hot man.but anyways,its cool(: there was like PE lessons on wed and me and bel were like playing doubles with zhi sheng and jonathan.zhi sheng is like damn hell hilarious.he was like putting so much strength and energy just to hit the ball but in the end he was hitting air instead=P then,he changed the racket.but it only improved a little. haha.he is like so cute,his actions.haha(:then the sec 1 softball girls were like having this fight.and what the hell.they seriously fought damn badly,ended up hvaing two girls crying.then me and yanwen were like comforting both of them.how nice can we be =P.but anyway,i hope those two could really reflect on their actions and re think about what they wanna do(:i broke my specs too!! raarrww..all because of joel.stupidity.but thankfully,i got it fixed in like 5 mins at 888.and now its like i'm feeling so darn freaking happy.haha(:i recently had like a wonderful and yet joyous and hilarious chat with darling rubbish doo doo~shawn.and of course one of the sixsome~hannah.oh man.its like so cool!!i miss them so badly.he got a new one.and its quite remarkable that the girl liked him since last yr.and they patched up again after like soooo many mths.haha(:i really and seriously hope that he could cherish that relationship with her.my mum found out about my relationship today which is sooo bitch.but my parents did'nt scold me.oh well's.i'm like so shocked,i mean their reaction towards this matter.especially my dad's.he did'nt even bother to talk to me that long.he only said that it was'nt the time.my dad is sooo cool(: i love him to the core!!ahhh.but anyways,i just wanna concentrate fully on my studies right now.totally.i need to get control of my life right now.and then work from there.i just love my life man!and i gave my maid the hello card which victor bought for me.he like totally gave me the prepaid card.he is like so cool man.he did'nt know which to buy and in the end he bought two.and he gave it free.how cool is that??but its good that i got a church best friend like him(:coolness~i got my literature period on friday and it was right after recess.so anyway ms fara was like such a freaking damn bitch.she wanted me to stand on top of the chair even after when i alrd stood on a table which was alrd 4 chairs high.does she even think of my safety??even my own director cared.hello ms fara??u only care bout whether my freaking damn face is seen.errghh.anyways.i'm not gonna stand so high.i'm so gonna argue even if it means shouting.i had a test on maths and geog.i totally did'nt study for geog and i totally knew everything. i did'nt even listened during class.oh man.this rocks!i'm sorry siying if i did'nt attend your birthday party in sembawang.and right here and now.i wanna wish u a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:wanna wish u all the best in life(:i did'nt get to go out with claire and chee sheng and yan wen.i wanna buy those 23 different flavoured dougnuts in amk hub.in the end they went to watch DEAD SILENCE.i wanna watch with them too.i feel bad of repeatedly rejecting them.just because i'm grounded ): sighs.right now.its like i have completely no secrets to hide from my parents.and now my life is as perfect as it can get and i'm like currently having the time of my life.i wish it can stay like this forever.

~ilovemylife(:~

Saturday, August 18, 2007

oh well's.i wish that they would stop bothering me.can i ever have a perfect life with just one guy?and not with sooo many interuptions?i just wanna get out man!!!!ahhhh!!haha.i'm so high!!now i'm insanely crazy with wintermelon tea.and i'm so gonna get the it since HE owes me one(:hoho's.and the wound is heeling alrd.yes.perfect skin again(:now my favourite song is hilary duff~come clean~ haha.oh man.tomorow i have tution and i've to go to church in the morning,then after that i'll have to comehome to study.and got to clear out all of the things which i've not yet done.haha.today was nth much except that i went to the library.and i skipped class.in the end i read gossip girl which is like sooo wat bitchy.everything about sex and love and some gorgeous hot girls.but anyways,its kinda cool and nice too(:hmmm..and i came back home to study till like 10.pm?late eh?haha.oh well's gd night world(:

~hooray!!!~

Thursday, August 16, 2007

yay!!coolness.its been kinda great(:and we had some photo shoot thingy.and claire and yanwen left ike 15mins early.so they went by my class to give this signal.haha.ended up wearing slacks.yuck yuck.hate it sooo much.lets see.i had some dumbass chinese oral today and i was the err..3rd last.just because we had to join with the a1 class.oh well's.the topic was like jian fei.lose weight??haha.lucky for those ppl who ARE fat,i'm sire they have ALOT of views=P plenty(:hmmm. i let him wait until 5pm??haha.cool right??but anyway,sorry my dear dearer dearest justin.haha.thanks for waiting(:and we had d n t class today.so freaking fun(:cut and cut and cut the wood.and the wood shavings were like on my hair.then some freaking thing happen.FAT ASS~ yuckish ya know.its like omg's!!!u cannot imagine.but i won't even give a damn man!i think i want to stay back tmr(:maybe~i think.i hope.i want.oh well's.see how the sec 1's train(:and maybe even coach them.later coach scold.scary~~haha.anyways.i'll see u guys tmr(:and gd nights ppl(:

label:happy and extremely happy:DDD

~smileys rock my world(:

Saturday, August 11, 2007

SATURDAY:DDD

i came back from cathetism class.and i noticed that he brings the same bag to school as well as to cathetism class.haha.orange crumpler.the same as isabel's.but anyways.my parents went down to play badminton with my brother(: and maid too(: left me!!alone in the house.scary.but anyways.i can't believe that i did'nt wear this shirt for such a long time.and my boots too!!today was the day when i wore my black boots and long time no see shirt.i finally brought it out of my closet(:haha.and i love it.i don't want to part from it!AHHH!and today must be the worst and best day of my life(: listening to katherine mcphee~love story.its coolness(:nothing to blog basically.i wish that i have'nt woken up this morning. its scary.and i had to sleep under the covers.haha.i know it sounds childish.but i am anyway(: oh well's.i don't really mind though.and i've got to ask my dad for the video cam to bring to school for some lit thingy which dahao wanted.geez.its damn expensive though.ouch!i just suddenly thought of harry potter.haha.talking bout that.i read finish the last book(: its such an acheivement~

label:afraid to lose smth which i love dearly

SUNDAY:DDD

oh well's.nothing much to say bout today.and i got scolded by the priest just because i there was an echo in the mike thing.and the rest of the people were like "its worst than before".and i'm like thankful coz i have people behind me(:and father just took me by the arm and pulled me away. i was like crying back there.and he started scolding.and in the end i did'nt really got the comfort i wanted.sighs.until i got sms-es.thx to those two ppl(: hitched a ride and ate lunch.had a great time with them.and went home and talked to him and then did some revision and then i'm here now(: oh well's.nth much happened today.except that its kinda boring lately.haha.i wish he could tell me and not keep(:and i got some really deep thinking to do. i'm like currently a terrible daughter.maybe even a bad ........ i've been wondering all this time.am i just some girl in some fantasy which i want to believe in?its troubelling me.am i?am i?i need so much comfort.i'm not able to say this to someone completely because i just don't have time with them or they don't have time for me to do so.i'm longing for someone to comfort me now. i wish.i wish.what a failure.

label: hurt~

~give me faith~

Friday, August 10, 2007

oh man's.today i decided to wait for his sms to come.how dissapointing man.ended up my feelings got the better of me and i had to msg him instead.in the end.he was guitar-ing.haha.wonder when he would msg me instead??hmmm.i'm still wondering why i always have to be the first one.why can't guys take inniative.by saying morning??oh well's.one thing i got to tarhan.anyways.i just read my darling isabel's blog.she wrote soo much bout me(:haha.ahhhhh!!!I LOVE HER MAN!!she is one angel which cannot be taken away from me(: and so.now.i will talk eveything about her.she's love sick.and is a very nice girl to talk to.only when she is not emo.which most of the time she is.so whenever i wanna talk to someone.i have to talk to siying ALONE instead!!haha.but oh well's.she's the most emo and entu and crazy and retarded girl i know other than myself=P hoho's.but she's just the most nicest girl i've known in my class and also the most responsible, no wonder she got chosen for vice chairman for choir(:i know its seems kinda crazy for me to wirte down these stuff.but i know when she sees it.she'll be touched to tears!!hoho.and i'll be there beside her =P is this coolness or what?had tutition today and ended up getting scolded by my teacher for not bringing my maths tx bk home.miserable yea?but oh well's.i'm forgetful.and i always have to ask isabel to remind me.and once when kaibin always reminded me(:haha.bye people(: ~girl!he loves you.don't just be dissapointed because of that.its no point.i know his character.give him a little more time alrights(: I LOVE YOU(: ~

LABEL:GUILTY

~take caress girl~

Thursday, August 9, 2007

first i want to wish all of u guys HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!yesterday we celebrated in our school and got a pencil case??a red one(: its a nice colour though(:and because "somebody" threw the bag at me to ask me to help me take care of it for him,it broke my nail.fabulous eh?the choir sang and sang and i even mistook the band members for the choir members as they sang louder than them=P then i went to watch a movie with isabel(: ~"ALONE"~its freaking scary btw.for people like me only.hoho's.but it was a nice movie. want all u guys to watch it.its awesome(: its smth bout twins.haha.anyway,i borrowed 10 bucks from dahao to watch it(:wanted to ask girls but i know that they won't bring that much(: tried asking edwin then kaibin.they said they did'nt bring that much money to school.sighs.anyways.THANKS LOADS for the money(:i ended up getting my phone back on that day.miserable right??my mum was supposed to give it back on the 1st of august.and guess what her excuse was?? "oh i'm so sorry.i forgot" wow.that's a reallllllyyyy nice excuse man.but oh well's.guess what??i'm like nearly towards the end of my harry potter book(: yipee!!!!! hooray!!! i'm super high right now(: the book is coolness.u guys should read it(: want to find isabel's blog to get the photo's which we took together with siying(:haha.that's all i guess. cya people(:placed a new song too(: bow wow ~ out of my system

MY TWO BEST FRIENDS.LATER CAPTAIN JEALOUS OF BEL=p LUCKY HIM.PRETTY ARE'NT THEY?

FEELINGS INSIDE(:
i want u to know that i love u and never want to be apart from you again(: and eversince that day,i found out that u were the piece that was missing inside me.without u,life is dull and i won't be able to be myself again with thoughts of you weighing in my mind.you are my soul and life.i hope that u know that(:lots fo love and a mushylicious dedication to you my dear(:

~besttimeofmylife~

Friday, August 3, 2007

i have'nt been blogging for bout a week or so??and its kinda cool i guess.thanks for all your tags(: i LOVEEEE YOU GUYS(: today i tried my costume the first time.the horrible 'juliet costume'.dahao's paris's costume was like so nice.and the other people's costume was like crap and shit. especially mine which looks like some sort of scullerly maids gown??but oh well's.i can't just talk bad bout other people right??its human if u want yourself to stand out better than the rest.anyways,we were being treated to mac donalds by mdm sarwana(: yays(: THANK YOU MDM SARWANA(: i had nuggets and errm.coke..and errmmm.french fries(:although a little salty though,but i had a great time too(: first ime i spend soooo much time with kah min(: kahmin darl.~ relax kays?? everything will be fine sooner or later(:~and there was this dance competition.oh man.janice's group was like smashing hot man.hmmm..if only i can dance like them.then it'll be great(: and guss what?they won(: hoho's.and got some voucher from popular.anyways,its kinda cool.and i went home.and first time saw kaibin carrying the flag for some NDP thing.haha.and the entire day he has ben nice(: NICCEY GUY =p coolness right?oh well's.i got some crapppish thing which "somebody" shared with me. ahem..

VIEWS ABOUT LOVE(:

"people at this age don't know what love is yet.they only go into it for the sake of geting into it. just because some guy is hot and wants to brag herself on it.the fact is that.whenever they say the 3 words. "i love you" i don't think it even made any sense to them.they just say it for the sake of saying it."

~courage is in the absense of fear~