i came back from cathetism class.and i noticed that he brings the same bag to school as well as to cathetism class.haha.orange crumpler.the same as isabel's.but anyways.my parents went down to play badminton with my brother(: and maid too(: left me!!alone in the house.scary.but anyways.i can't believe that i did'nt wear this shirt for such a long time.and my boots too!!today was the day when i wore my black boots and long time no see shirt.i finally brought it out of my closet(:haha.and i love it.i don't want to part from it!AHHH!and today must be the worst and best day of my life(: listening to katherine mcphee~love story.its coolness(:nothing to blog basically.i wish that i have'nt woken up this morning. its scary.and i had to sleep under the covers.haha.i know it sounds childish.but i am anyway(: oh well's.i don't really mind though.and i've got to ask my dad for the video cam to bring to school for some lit thingy which dahao wanted.geez.its damn expensive though.ouch!i just suddenly thought of harry potter.haha.talking bout that.i read finish the last book(: its such an acheivement~
label:afraid to lose smth which i love dearly
SUNDAY:DDD
oh well's.nothing much to say bout today.and i got scolded by the priest just because i there was an echo in the mike thing.and the rest of the people were like "its worst than before".and i'm like thankful coz i have people behind me(:and father just took me by the arm and pulled me away. i was like crying back there.and he started scolding.and in the end i did'nt really got the comfort i wanted.sighs.until i got sms-es.thx to those two ppl(: hitched a ride and ate lunch.had a great time with them.and went home and talked to him and then did some revision and then i'm here now(: oh well's.nth much happened today.except that its kinda boring lately.haha.i wish he could tell me and not keep(:and i got some really deep thinking to do. i'm like currently a terrible daughter.maybe even a bad ........ i've been wondering all this time.am i just some girl in some fantasy which i want to believe in?its troubelling me.am i?am i?i need so much comfort.i'm not able to say this to someone completely because i just don't have time with them or they don't have time for me to do so.i'm longing for someone to comfort me now. i wish.i wish.what a failure.
label: hurt~
~give me faith~
THE NAME
CLARICE;
i love romantic novels,
but i hate the part where tissues are on stand-by.
sight of pretty chandeliers allures me.
so does multi coloured objects
i hate the smell of newspapers,
but love the smell of basements
i'm learning photography,
in hope to get hired as a free lancer one day
in closure,
one day, i would want a passerby to say,
"man, u've got a 'turning heads', hot hot boyfriend !"
