Went to susie's house yesterday to discuss the racial harmony competition. the 'chinese cloth' turned out to be awesome. even though it's made up of twigs and flowers. moktar was being such an ass and tian and siying were like conversing in chinese, 'if i have a mouth shutter now, i'll shut his entire mouth.' pretty funny actually. susie's house was like totally messed up and her sister was SWEEEETTT :D can't believe M actually said that she was cute :P danced in her house where the music was blasting through the entire level.
headed to northpoint in the end where i met up with I. didn't go to church as we weren't able to finish the costume. but oh well, srry IZZEY (: went to church after that and fred was being so sweet by greeting me with 'do u want to purchase chocs ?' /: thanks uh ? haha :P gosh, even though his hair is a lil too long, it made him look hot (: and YES YES ! i saw patrick and brian :D
ate at some deserted chinese restaurant. BUT ! the food there was great :D yummylicious in fact. and the waitress kept smiling at me. wonder why ; got home and started doing some revision for next weeks test. there are 5 ?!? how bad can it get ?
NICKNACKS-
i've a lil smth to give IZZEY on monday. hope she doesn't blow /:
CLAIRE gave me the letter. FINALLY ! got a shock. but oh well, it was an honest truth (: thanks GF.
i'm srry for not answering your call last night D.D.
CHARLES, srry for not returning ur text on mass timings. i'll get in touch with them soon.
tears are rolling like beads down my face. i don't know what happened. neither do i know the reason why. i loved her. now, she's gone. forever. how's this possible ? god can't be that unjust. it seems as if someone in the house died. the mood is so down. i had a great day and when i came back, everything happened all so fast. her b'day was just 10 days away. i planned to do smth for her. and now, my efforts went down the drain. i phoned I and i knew it wasn't the right thing to do where u spoil someone's day with your own misery. to make myself feel worst, i even lied. and now, i'm filled with guilt, remorse, anger and anxiety. i miss her. i miss her so much. i'm not even able to give her a token of my appreciation after so many years of us being such close friends. NOT EVEN A SIMPLE GIFT. NOT EVEN ONE ! i loved her so damn much. why ? why ? i want an answer ! just the day before yesterday, i felt terrible. Shawn talked to me and that made myself feel much better. I heard me out, and i'm very grateful to him. it feels as though a burden has been lifted off my back. the worst part was, i thought that, everything would be fine starting from yesterday. however, i spoke too soon. now, this happened. school life will no longer have any meaning without her in it. neither will it be any better at home.
i wish her all the best in future prospects. give her the power to overcome whatever obstacle that comes by her way. smoothen out the gravel path in front of her. make her life easier from now on. she has gone through such a terrible past, and for once, smth good must come by her way. it has too. it must !
-my hands, my keyboard, my shirt, my face. they're all soaked-
[ i'll never forget u. i promise ! ]
tomorrow's a school day D: i think i'm gonna have monday blues. talked to PEACH today and she's gonna have her PMR this yr. hope she does well in it. went to bugis junction. while my bro went to the national library. went shoping. and i'm dying to get my black heels. i just suddenly realised that shopping lifts my spirits. well, i bet everyone has heard the phrase. "shopping is girl's best friend."
i guess i'll have to start going fro training again soon. my hands are starting to itch. wanting to get hold of that glove and ball again. i actually miss playing the game. hmm.
i still think of it every now and then.
it's been a while. well, bought a book [ the A-list novel ]. one of the very few which i actually think is a gd book. borrowed a book from myint- [ the notebook ]. another romantic story book (: girlfriend's been pretty down lately, most probably suffering from post shopping disease. planning a fantastic outing to make her jumpy and cheerful again :Dschool's been a bitch. probably because i was ill. other than that. it's been awesome. one of the days, my chinese teacher really pissed me off. oh well, i'll just have to play along with her then-just yesterday, cheesy was at the canteen with me. and he started mouthing the intro from powerpuff girls."sugar, spice and everything nice,those were the ingredients to create the perfect little girls,however, professor utonium accidentally added in chemical X,BLAST !the powerpuff girls were created.blossom, bubbles and buttercup."didn't get to buy the diary and the book. went to sammy's to eat dinner. YUMMY- tmr's tuition time. (chit-chat session)the song "its amazing" from the soundtrack, sex in the city is the best song yet (:[ the dark knight's ] gonna be big hit. and i can't wait to catch it :DBYE o'lil eathlings.-SIMPLE IS COOL-