i admit that i said confirmation is important, and that now, i'm saying another thing. u might think that i'm some "plastic bitch"/"plastic slug". those are your own opinions, i can't change it. but the truth is, from the very beginning. i've never thought confirmation was important. i did not tell you my honest view about this. and the only reason i'm going for classes, is because i didn't want to disappoint my mum. i told u that because i thought it would at least do u some good. i did not tell the truth from the start, and perhaps because of that, u think of me as some liar. i thought that if i were'nt to care about confirmation (which is the truth), i can actually make your perception change and not to have you having the same thinking as me. i thought i was actually helping u and doing u a favour in which u would be grateful for, but now, it seems like u don't appreciate it at all. i apologize for not telling u about my thinking from the start. 

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the reason i wrote confirmation was not important is not because i don't have any friends. i didn't think it was important from the start, and that was way before i even knew u. and god means everything to me. even if i don't think confirmation is important, god is of great importance to me. and it's true that i've no other friends whom i actually start a real conversation with except u. and i did not give any excuses about it. but so what if u have more friends than i do ? that doesn't affect me. i've no idea why u would want to bring HIM into the picture. he has nth to do with this. and what's the point of actually mentioning frederick ? why mention whether he's sweet or not ? does he being sweet have any relevance to whatever we're arguing about ? or do u have a hidden agenda ? the point is, there's no point on wrting so much when they're only based on assumptions. and one last thing. does me wearing my mum's clothes bother or have any relevance to u in any way ? so what if i were to wear them ? i'm not like u where u get clothes almost every time u want them as i don't work to get the expenses to actually buy them. and i bet many other ppl wear their mum's clothes too. there's nth wrong with that. what u wear does not define u as a person, as what truly matters is what's inside- i'm not going to say anything more as i know it will never end. i'm through arguing with you.