i'm wondering what's he doing now at this particular instant. missing him like shit. everything changed ever since u left. namely, attitude, mentality and approach. goals have been shifted according to how i felt on that particular day when i started to revive certain conversations that were left un-continued.can't wait for the christmas to arrive, as there would be turkey :D P's arriving on the 6th (loop holes and trenches would be filled). it's time of the year in which i love the best. it's present shopping :D who should i do it with this year ? hopefully gonna receive the mail that i'm anticipating from my aunt and YOU ! just loving the blissful days which just pass by in the blink of an eye. and somehow yet tortures, without u around that is. it's coming to an end (holidays) !? 'snap', just like that.
i wish i could see u smile again despite what that has happened.
