he seems happy and he's still able to talk to others happily and freely as if nth even happened. i don't know whether he truly is happy without me. all i want to know is whether he really is. i barely slept for the past few days. staying up all night just thinking what i should really do. man, i miss him like crazy. i need someone to tell me what to do. it hurts. just so much. i don't even know whether he wants me back now or not. i will just have to wait and continue what i'm doing until he tells me. one day, i don't know if i would pass out because of a regular routine. i'm seriously genuine about all this, about the changes, i've alrd changed. all i need now are his words of care and concern. all this seems to be missing. a huge part of me seems to be gone when he went. what am i suppose to do ?
THE NAME
CLARICE;
i love romantic novels,
but i hate the part where tissues are on stand-by.
sight of pretty chandeliers allures me.
so does multi coloured objects
i hate the smell of newspapers,
but love the smell of basements
i'm learning photography,
in hope to get hired as a free lancer one day
in closure,
one day, i would want a passerby to say,
"man, u've got a 'turning heads', hot hot boyfriend !"
