i've been crying uncontrollably for two days now. i don't care how long it takes because i know that one day, things will fall into place. the amount of effort that i'm putting in now is going to be worth it. i'll change for the better. not only for u, but for me and everybody around me as well. please keep that love somewhere safe. i love you honey, now and always.
i woke up this morning feeling empty. astonishingly, the time was 7.30. the earliest that i've ever woken up. then, i started weeping again, in agony. my heart is full of regret. at the same time, memories flooded in. though the end of the path is not certain, i know that i'm willing to take that risk. i'll prove to you what i'm capable off. i miss you dearly, every second, every minute and every hour. i look around and i see your past self walking around. i'm lost, i need u baby, i do.
