i call it a whirlwind weekend.
i've frequently been visiting the video rental shop these few days. watched like god knows how many movies. is this just my method of killing off anguish ? just watched final destination + hitman today. loved the actor's bald head. i practically skipped the transformers movie and now there's a wasted ticket that i've to pay for !? hope they found a replacement in time.
yesterday was supposedly my last tuition. (up till the time when THEY find me worthy enough) oh screw it. i honestly can't be bothered by their frequent demands. i'm currently looking at how sweet this guy was at having valentine's day all planned out for his gf. he even had a delivery made at her doorstep !? (with voice recordings !)
THAT IS IT !!! I'M FUCKING GONNA MARRY MY NEXT BOYFRIEND.
I'M GONNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR AND PERHAPS SERENADE FOR HIM !
I'M GONNA LEARN PHOTOGRAPHY, AND CAPTURE THAT VERY MOMENT WHICH MATTERS THE MOST !
IF NOT ! I'M SERIOUSLY GOING TO WAIL UNDER THE BLANKET TILL THE SUN RISES !
I WANT TO SAY THAT I HAVE A SIZZLING HOT BOYFRIEND, EVEN SO, IT WOULD LEAD TO NEVER ENDING INSECURITIES, BUT HEY ! IT'S A RISK THAT I'VE GOT TO TAKE !
AND THAT AIN'T GOOD...
I'M GONNA WAIT FOR THE ONE WHO WOULD KILL HIS PRIDE AND EGO JUST FOR ME.
BUT TILL THEN, IT'S MAKEOVER PERIOD. I'LL PROVE MYSELF WRONG.
I'M GONNA CHANGE BEFORE THAT GUY COMES ALONG, WITH THE VERY WORDS THAT I WANT TO HEAR.
THIS IS IT ! DANG !
all this is my fault. and it's time i took my life into my hands and clear up all this mess. i've locked up everything else, and i'm sure that i'll be able to live my life for a proper cause now.
as they always say, 'live life to it's fullest'
IT'S TIME.
