i have not yet found a reason or meaning to carry on with what i am suppose to be currently doing(studying). i haven't gotten much sleep lately either. that could be a possible cause for the multiple pimples that has been sprouting. ugly ugly ugly. so, i HAD to seek out a 'cure' for this poor face of mine. middle of the night; 11+, i asked my dad to text my aunt who lives in malaysia to ask her how does she keep her face in such a good condition. not to mention flawlessly fair and no blotches as well. dang, how much i envy her. method of hers- lots and lots of sunblock.

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i have been homeless for a few days now, BUT, my parents has finally found a place to stay in. it's somewhere in bradell(?), central of Singapore i think. that place is freaking amazing. it has 3 levels, a koi pond, backyard, balcony for every bedroom and also i get to rear a dog ! i absolutely can't wait to shift. i know it's no where near the east, but still, i'm pretty contented :)

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i've been watching the entire season of project runway yesterday for 10 hours straight. sigh sigh sigh, what damage have i done to my eyes this time(?). i love project runway and i doubt i'll ever get sick of it. after O's, i'm going to watch every single season of CSI: MIAMI. i'm having huge concerns about my hair lately. the only thing i'm satisfied about it is that it's black. i'll start giving more thought about it after O's.

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